Babies Babies Everywhere!
My gorgeous niece Ava!
So I don’t know about your friends and family but holy heck everyone is having babies. It’s crazy how much it’s happening and for me, it’s giving me baby fever.
It happens every year or two since I’ve been about 17 probably, I get this huge craving for a baby. My body wants to be pregnant.
I sure hope I’m not the only one, do I sound totally crazy?
I’ve just always thought I would be a mom. I’ve always wanted to stay home and raise kids like my mom did.
Wanna know a secret internet? When I was starting college I literally thought “I will just do this until I meet someone to marry and quit and have babies”.
Ha! How differently life goes? Am I right or am I right?
Nowadays more often than not I really appreciate the freedom of being child-less.
I still think I want to be a mom but really right now?
There’s just no money for that, it’s such an expensive thing and I want to have the means to take care of my children properly.
Me and my boyfriend Mike have had a few talks about it and we are on the same page for all of it.
That’s a good feeling for sure.
So for now? I will enjoy my nieces, and Mike’s nieces and nephew and our friend’s kids (for the most part) then go home and be able to use the bathroom without someone trying to come in.
And go for a drink when I wish, and watch whatever I want on TV without having to worry about what little ears hear.
But someday? I will happily bounce a baby on my hip while making dinner and humming a little tune.
I’ve wanted a baby since I was 16. I have tubs of baby stuff from when I was married. Thankfully, the God and Goddess had different plans for me, and I ended up not having a baby with that moron. haha I am actually selling three bags of the baby stuff (Javi got sad, but I told him I still have a huge tub full of stuff! So, he is happy again, haha.) at a yard sale that we are having, this weekend. Getting rid of stuff made me sad, though. When I was a kid, I ALWAYS told myself that I would be married by 25 and have kids by 30 because I didn’t wanna be an old woman still raising kids! hahaha Now, I am 25 and unwed and without kids. I know what you mean; the freedom is great. However, I would give it up in a heartbeat to have someone to take care of and spoil. ^_^
Sounds like we are pretty much in the same boat then. It’s so weird how you get kinda knocked down by the universe and told “you don’t know what you want, just wait” and then it all happens as it’s suppose to. I am coming more and more to terms with this the older I get and damn it’s a good feeling to realize I don’t have all the control so just relax and enjoy it ya know?! (That was one giant run on sentence hahahah)